Hello all I make this post because of what happened recently in the chat room and in which I was involved. First of all, I want to state again that the things that caused a chaos: the song I entered in 80 and my votes in 81 were deciced on the way i clarified earlier. I know it sounds doubtful and most likely i would doubt about if it happened to anyone else as well, but I genuinely did not remember ‘Unbreakable’ was shown to me earlier. For the song Rua sent in 81, it is indeed true that I considered it as a good entry in december, but I can guarantee the voting proces went totally fair in april. I don’t see how I could have got any benefit by acting like that on purpose. Also I don’t see any reason why I would not vote for Rua. Having said that, I realise my behaviour after the last results show was not very mature. I don’t want to justify my acts, but I would ask you to imagine (even if you don’t believe it, just try) how I must have felt after I got accused of unfair voting. I felt attacked and reacted in an inappropriate way. I am not searching for excuses to justify my behaviour, I just want to clarify how it went in my head. Therefor I want to apologize to everyone in the chat room for my falling out and especially to Julio, Anette, Bas, Jw and Hanita. Also I apoligize for not being there for Montenegro night. I did not plan to return and also there were circumstances beyond my will which did not allow me to be there. I will not tell more about that, because I don’t want ‘Marcio scenario’s’ or sympathy because of that reason. Let’s just say someone needed me more that night. I should have communicated it, but I didn’t feel the need to do so at that moment. I always considered most of the people in the chat room as friends and I still do. I regret the way I acted towards all of you. I hope I can solve in the future what happened.